A Faint Tremble Of Dreams

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Short Film about depression and how it tends to sort itself out. This was entirely made by me and 2 friends and I do hope we made it a nice watch for 6 minutes. 

My most major accomplishment to this day, and I’m almost certain the girls consider it the same.

Absolut

Deși speranța moare la sfârșit/
Eu am murit demult/
/Jumătatea infinitului, e tot desăvârșit.
/Și am rămas prins în tumult.

Compari o stea c-o licărire
Te pierzi într-o acoperire
A sufletului vechi turnat.
Cu orele am arătat
Că totul a rămas…
Și acum sunt tras
În nemurire.

Spre albul nopții ne-ndreptăm
Fugim ca morții, fără viață
Vărsăm o strada, alergăm
Și nu ajungem, ne purtăm
Ca sugrumați și trași de ață.

O odă să cântăm răniților
Căzuți în scrumul îngeresc
O notă îndrăgostiților
Tăiați brutal, ceresc.

-VladimirCurse

Asteptare

Încerc ca un idiot
Să pierd o lume arsă-n foc
Să vin la loc, pe lângă plop.

Conturând un sufl’ dement
Respir și mor, complet.
Inapt, convalescent,
Ca un prost aștept.

Cum cad din nori esențe de parfum
Cobor din fum,
Mă pierd prin stele,
Vin la tine prin troiene
De scăpări.

Port pe piept o lacrimă de bucurie
De când am fost cu tine-n reverie
Lângă visul celui mort
De dragoste contort.

Transcendental iubesc un suflet
Și aștept în nepăsare
O clipă de iertare.

-VladimirCurse

"Calc peste cadavre și ajung la mări
Mă pierd pe străzi pierdute, inspirând pe nări
Suflete turnate, pierdute pe cărări,
Acum stau mort, pierdut, purtat pe 7 văi."

Pier - dute
Vladimircurse

"Blizzards play with you
Soar above the magic moon.
Elaborate time."

Vladimircurse

"We hoped we will find peace,
But we are stuck in war for this…"

Vladimir Curse

Mermaid

I am trying to realize that no one forces me to make realistic art, it can be as doodly and illustrative as I want it to be. Art doesn’t have to be perfect to the centimeter.

Mermaid

I am trying to realize that no one forces me to make realistic art, it can be as doodly and illustrative as I want it to be. Art doesn’t have to be perfect to the centimeter.

"We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?"

Nelson Mandela

This is something I did once upon a time… Just never thought it’d be worthy of sharing, but then again, it might look good for someone out there. I also have stuff I don’t post because it looks silly.

This is something I did once upon a time… Just never thought it’d be worthy of sharing, but then again, it might look good for someone out there. I also have stuff I don’t post because it looks silly.

This is the first time I paint and put effort in it. All my other paintings for art class sucked cause I got bored fast. This time, I had fun doing it.

A flower I came by on the internet and thought I’d be nice to try and paint. Original flower was pink, this one has red and orange all over it. I am still to get better, and I know this is sloppy and unprofessional, but meh, I had fun with brushes.

I hate it how I can’t make you guys see it as it is in real life. It’s so much more beautiful with the sheet in front of you. (Still fugly, but by comparison)

Want to tell me which picture looks best so I know what to do to post it next time?

"I will sigh till it’ll pass"
I actually feel better after doing this
Letters : 
W-hat (is happening to me)
L - cutting marks
S-uicide
G-un
H-ate (myself)
T-orment
P-ain
A-lone

Drawing really is a coping mechanism, I didn’t believe it until now.

That is a self portrait. Sort of. I think I look better in reality.

"I will sigh till it’ll pass"
I actually feel better after doing this
Letters :
W-hat (is happening to me)
L - cutting marks
S-uicide
G-un
H-ate (myself)
T-orment
P-ain
A-lone

Drawing really is a coping mechanism, I didn’t believe it until now.

That is a self portrait. Sort of. I think I look better in reality.